The journey for the pageant is definitely getting more intense as the days toward the finals approach! We had a fitting for Harley Davidson yesterday to prepare ourselves for upcoming shoots. (: Definitely the road is no easy one. We will have a line up of activities coming up! Just a quick update early morning. (:

Medicinal drugs does have its advantages as well as its disadvantages. I went to The dooctor today and showed her my prescribed medicine or my fever and she told me that I was prescribed to something I was allergic to. Human error. There are some who are very dedicated in their work, like her of course. I am actually allergic to panadol so I rarely take it unless I have had persistent headache for days and I can't take it anymore. And I told them and I was prescribed that. But thank goodness on the outside I've just developed slight rashes. Hopefully internally I better be good. I'm gonna cleanse myself with my Kangen water. (:

Had fever yesterday and now. I WILL recover! I'm strong!!!! Slept all day and I need to rest more.

I feel that the concept Of being genuine is often misregarded and disregarded by general society. Perhaps part of it. Sometimes we often carry into consideration Too many beliefs and it's tiring! I feel that I am A much happier and better person than you all if you harbour such anger. We should just throw it all away. I'm a person who believes in living By the second and I generally forget most things. I feel like an air balloon with no weights to weight it down. Nothing brings me down nor makes me go back to any destination. I keep flying up further and further and then the occupants Inside get very scared and They start losing air. Lol. Nah. Not without the occupants. I am More Free than that. But yeah. Basically I Don't let much hold me down. Occasionally a bird drops in and its' carcass haunts me. I get quite annoyed because the carcass isn't supposed to be in me. It's like when I look back at incidents of beings with failed attempts at trying to tarnish my relationships and trying to intrigue anger in me and I really do nt love that. My simple words may unsettle you, but honestly I feel nothing much towards it nowadays. But to be honest I have no energy to not like anyone, because I find it a very painful thing to do. It's like trying to burn wet paper. And then I try burning it one million times. It doesn't work that way. My paper burns once in a while. Maybe When it's spring time and the paper is dry and there's an accidental spark, and it burns for a while. But If you wanna ask me, Yes, It burns sometimes, but not a lot, cause I get affected by very few things. I tried being not as happy And writing this post but it feels not real. I'm just like that. Accept me for who I am (: I know there are many in life I've encountered who are plagued with many less than pleasant things and sadness and it really feels strange. I don't want to bother to participate on their despair, honestly. I'm happy in my own life. Let's all just be content with what we have.