I wonder who reads all this delightfully crafted nonsense.
Oh, it's 31st of may! :D
The June holiday is official tomorrow. :D :D

Haha, I should be sleeping now.
I wanna eat cheesecake.

I should be devoting my entire life to the overwhelming flood of books.
I should be.
I will start soon.

Yeah, I have like said this for the umpteenth time.
What else is there to say.

Next week = life = shoots.
Stupid superficial life.
No wonder no one bothers.
Hahahahaa. Like, heck.

Okay, I should totally study right?

Right.

I do know.

K goodnight thanks.
I NEED TO RETIRE TO MY CHAMBER.
Gee.

Since the previous post was dedicated to my stalkers, I shall compose a new post for myself. (:
It is the last day of school for this term. I am glad. (:
I am actually thoroughly exhausted.

I am always indecisive. I am impossible to satisfy.
Why is that so?
Why are humans insatiable?

We are flesh and we are weak.
Darn, it is so obvious already.

Still, I am unable and will not project myself in this situation ten years down the road.
I have the ideal ending in mind, the impeccable clothing, flawless makeup and the perfect life with the exclusive one.
And yet, I yearn to have other short term options.

Short term options are meant to please.

What is right with that?
Ultimately, nothing.

Then I will interrogate myself.
What is faulty then?
Things will not go in accordance to the marvelous plan.

What is the aim of it all?
Temporal blissfulness.
Is it worth the effort?

But I wish to acquire innumerable things. I desire to have it all.
I wanna limelight the point that no one will ever be sated with anything they already own.
Why can't we just be the happy little people we were when we were five?
Cuz we're not five anymore.
Happy seventeen. Have fun, gyl.

Totally. Now, to enjoy and to revel in my undermined accomplishments.

AHHHHHHHHH! I CAN'T STAND IT.
I hope next week will arrive soon. I wanna go out and have a teeny bit of life.

I am like turning into a stalker.
I have learnt and adapted this indisputable awesome skill from those annoying strangers/ wanna-be friends.

And yes, if that strange human is reading this- I wanna italicize this freaking point.
I do not need dumb people to show off that they know many 'model' friends and have countless connections and tell someone that they should not upload so many pics of themselves on fb like their model friends.
I wanna paste the message here. I am contemplating.
Okay, I totally should. Sorry, please pardon me.
I am just totally stressed up.

Now, I'll reciprocate.

I shall do critical analysis and ameliorate my lit standards.
Oh my gosh I am such a bitch.

anyway, i've been quite exposed to the media, i have relatives, cousins actually, who are media corp artist and also appeared b4 on tv.. my home was used in a background b4 too.. so i noe a thing or 2 abt the media. one thing i find is that beauty is very deceptive.. and it can also be said to you. -If you really think so.

GYL'S COMMENTS- This person has the false impression that he owns vast knowledge about models and actresses and how they should look merely because he kinda knows people very well even though he is not in their shoes.

He decides to humor me by saying that his home was used as a background, like I freaking care? lol

He engages diction such as 'anyway' to say that even though he is not as intelligent as I am to have the experience and know what it really is like, he still knows it all cuz his darlings are all models.

i think u can tell that u are good looking but not media model quality.

GYL'S COMMENTS- 'think' = sarcasm. dude so what now? You are a talent scout? Good job. :D No wonder your dp is so damn gorgeous I was even reluctant to accept you on facebook and reply you when you attempted to talk to me cuz you were so damn interested in me as to write me a 1000 word message.
hahahahah.

sry to say that. but my point will be this..
GYL's comments- This dude is attempting to act like he knows it all. This can be seen from 'my point' where he highlights the fact that this is the point he is attempting to preach to me.hahahaha lol.

neither you, nor the actress did anything significant. your didnt construct your face, the body was given to you, and you only maintained it, even the photographs were not taken and photoshoped by you. thus it isnt something to take pride in..

GYL'S COMMENTS- The persona has the conception that I am very proud of pictures of myself just because I have about 400 pictures of myself and others have like a few thousand. The person crudely and effortlessly possesses impaired development and is still enduring stone age. G thanks bye. :D

which i find ur heading down that direction. (i've nv seen someone post up so many albums of herself.. haha.-wtf sarcasm? even- 'even' pinpoints the fact that he seems to feel that they are the ones I should adore, and like I totally have to worship his friends as to imitate their every move. my- YOURS? haha. whatever! I hope you don't stalk them too.model frens- Yeah you think I give a damn about people I do not know? dun do tat.) lol, do i care about like complete strangers like you, obssesed stalker?
:D

GYL'S COMMENTS-tat. what is tat! Bad english. For your kind effort I will give you o.5/10
HEH HEH.

Mission Termination shall begin now. Like, totally!

LOL I JUST SENT IT TO THE PERSON. LOL.

I am like so gonna delete all the strangers on facebook now.
Seriously, some people are disgusting and I wanna eliminate them
There, you got it. My attention. Glad now?

YiLing will undergo intensive treatment to alter her mindset and ameliorate her studies during the dreadfully short holidays! Haha, I will fulfill that goal we've set! :D heh heh.

Yes, and
I will do my PW mates proud! :D
Heh.

You will catch sight of a thoroughly dissimilar me, a hardworking girl! LOL.
I can't believe my posts. How stimulating, how pretentious.
Nah, it will be a dream come true!
How marvelous it would be to hear your name announced on that fateful day with hundreds reveling in your glory and your enviable success.

K, I want that.
I must take action.

I can't stand it when people stare at me when I am blogging.
Hahaha.

G! I used to have a fervent desire to be part of church camp 2009. Kinda, in the past, that is. Looks like this dream is not gonna be fulfilled. I’ll see you in dreamland when I’m picking those delightful strawberries like a peasant girl in Cameron Highlands because I am supposed to fulfil my duties as a wonderful daughter. Think it will be pleasant anyway.

Hahaha.

Now to the chamber.

I do know what you want.
I adore ambiguity. (:

Those ignorant girls from that class who were laughing hysterically like immature beings.
I don't blame you. (: It is not your fault that you possess impaired development. :D Awww.

The learning journey trip to the ISD Heritage Center was extremely interesting! :D
I especially love the idea of the reduction of a paragraph 5000x and fitting it into a full stop. Like, can you imagine that? It is awesome! When I grow up, I wanna be a spy.

I shall divert my focus onto my studies and do myself proud.

I have been notably clumsy of late. I bump into inanimate objects. Ouch! My body hurts.

My dad says 'You are very long-winded.'

I threw up again. There must be an explanation. Sigh.
Perhaps I will attain the answer when I go for my mandatory review in june/ july!
My poor surgical wound still hurts. ):
My sad, sad scar.
HAHA ALLITERATION.

I am extremely tired.
I shall sleep like a baby tonight.

Pardon my insensitivity, but I shall touch on a controversial issue.

I think girls who dress like clones are great entertainment.
Why do they bend their heads down and take pictures?
They should learn 'angles' from me.
LOL.

Like 90 degrees, 180 degrees, 360 degrees, etc whatever.
I like totally whatever like, oh my gosh had an amazing A for primary school math, esp angles!
aweome, awesome, awesome A! HAHAHHA EH I KID OKAY. DON'T ACCUSE ME OF SELF PRAISE. KTHANKSGBYE.

Melodrama.

Go on, bend lower.
270 degrees is purrrrhhh fectxzzxtto! :D

Hahahaha, nah I kid.
I am just not entertained.
hahahahahha, but seriously, if you wanna look good in pictures, never attempt the thick neck look! :DDDDDD hahahaha.

K enough annoyance. Heh.
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I am pleased! I retook the 5 items to ameliorate my grade for my horrid inclined pull ups. YAY!
28 points. okay, quite pleased. :D If only I had an A for it.

BLESSED 18th BIRTHDAY TO EVELYN! :DDDDD

May this be a fruitful year for you and may everything run smoothly, placing all your trust in the Lord always. You're an awesome friend and christian sister. Thanks for being there for me when I needed you!! :D

Haha, it's hilarious to think how I just had a post like 10 mins ago on a previous day lol!

You do know about the Sec 3 incident, the famous feat.
What you do not have knowledge on is that it happened to me in Sec 1, and it was merely an offensive defense tactic. It is an outlet to vent suppressed emotions.

Stop assuming everything is right from your points of view, strangers.
Do not be quick to judge, or others will reprimand you and there will be an instance of payback in the near future.
Thanks.

Furthermore, 'fuel' is added along the way as expressed in mandarin, so what gives. You can't take what you get, dears. (:
Be critical.
Do not believe everything.
Actually make an endeavour to find out.


I totally edited the whole poem.
Hopeless

The captivating black hole, the coruscating infant eyes
Shimmering and twinkling bewitchingly as he lies
Your delectable smile that drew me for the slightest while
The enthralling facade yet deceptive somewhat
I failed to comprehend

The entrancing personality, my register is a blank
The outright lies and the indecisiveness
Dispose of it thoroughly, He is all that matters
It is alright if he is appeased,
My blissfulness is all that he fractures

The obligatory promises, he perpetually rakes
The thoughtless actions and its countless takes
Let bygones be bygones, as long as he endeavors
But when I awake he is robbed from my side
For how long shall I put up with this internal fight?

The captivating black hole, the coruscating infant eyes
Shimmering and twinkling hatefully as he lies
For the umpteenth time, He is all that matters
It is alright if he is appeased,
My blissfulness is all that he fractures

He is kidnapped again, leaving remnants of his vexation behind
Discombobulating notions greets me and he destructs my mind

You are Hopeless.

HAHAHA MY POEMS! MY LOVE!!! :DDDD

I invested my mental strength into my poems.

Currently, they may seem dumb because certain things do not matter anymore and is not applicable to the present circumstance, but that is another tale.

Read ALL my poems if you adore me. I will be extremely touched. :DDDD hahahahhahaha.
This can be like, your Ebook when you're are awfully unentertained and yearn for some yilingness.

Most of them are here except for random ones like the blue moon poem.

I spent like a dozen years attempting to space every single thing I copied due to the unintelligent programme that has an inability to copy the sentence format. There I was, blissfully clicking the enter button at least five hundred times.
Go count the number of lines.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUKI HANNA GOH, MY BABY! :DDDDDDD

and screw the beach who said her name was weird.

:D Must accomodate happy people.

I EDITED THE POEMS! YAY! some are in italics.
20 May 2009

To seek solace

I'm staring through ahead, beyond the screen
They see my eyes, they behold the surface
The glorious sight, yet I desire solace
The magnificent facade, is this all they have seen?
A thousand roses, a million thorns
Events that are past, memories that are forgone
All in a bid to achieve success to atone
for the past misdeeds- like rotten corns

Beauty is essential, essential to lose
The sounds of bliss, the bemoan of fame
Your individuality was diminished along the way
Are you sure this was the path you desired to choose?
If only you could endeavor to take action and tame
the abominable side of yourself this day

The pink and yellow and blue fish

The pink and yellow and blue fish
Hanging there against the breeze
I command the stupid book to freeze
The mouse will grant my every wish
I see a grey, unmoving fan
The wind is warm, the sky is dark
I want to see a dying lark
And eat tuna straight from the can
But now I finally hear the truth
The joys of life, what is there to lose
Time goes on without my existence
And you could endeavor to be a little couth
The map of righteousness that I will choose
With a tiny amount of sheer persistence

Translucency

What draws me most, the ultimate engaging factor
the thoughtful gaze, my file; the sector
And as we approach the recent days,
'we' is undefined, the list changes
Yet somewhat a fragment remains,
the paper falls out but the words have stained
the very file, the case is formed
The evidence is gone but the words are bound
to the unfeeling plastic of the file
the translucency of the slots,
I can picture your vile
thoughts

And the paper slips out when you're
tidying your file
The best notes are in the front and
the better neglected and
as you bother to notice the thoughtful gazes,
you'd be shock at how it veritably amazes

The Lonesome Star

The lonesome star in the glaring mass
Peers at me, Looks its best
Who does it exist for? What does it see?
Its perpetual existence, does it really long for eternity?

The Winding Staircase

Trivial things that made her day
A winsome smile that took countless breaths away
Like the sun that perpetually sets in the west
The flirtatious ways that constantly kept her in unrest

She once cared though currently it is overwhelming to mention
The competition and how she abhorred the rising tension
Time was when she previously had her way
Conversely right now she will not have her say

The winsome smile she abominates the most
How it manages to entice the ones she loved and lost
Utterly useless, she feigns her euphoria
Till she cannot stand it any longer, she flees and tears

The loathsome pretense, how she fabricates it herself
The useless endeavors when there was everyone else
How those folks were replete with the blissfulness that couple shared
She engaged in that detested false merriment, like she even Damned cared

Your pathetic smiles and your feigned concern
Utterly repulsive like a withered fern
Too much this time, She wholly breaks down
She sprints up the stairs and the piercing tears; the results of what she has sown

How those folks were replete with the blissfulness that couple shared
Their enviable gladness, Like she even Damned cared
She was sobbing uncontrollably, this They will never know
The sympathetic wails, engulfing her very soul

The winding staircase, the splendid place to hide
Those blessed people below will never know her plight
She was done with self-pity, nothing will be alright
She wipes away the piercing tears and retreats to their side

Her imperishable smile she adopts once more
Not in any condition will they catch a glimpse of her heart, still sore
Like the sun that perpetually sets in the west
His repellent ways that constantly kept her at her best

Her knowledge surpasses yours, She knows better than you
What you have lost this time is more than just a glimpse of her view
Eradicate the hatred, perish the pernicious thought
And it was not too long before she forgot

She pens this down for you to visualize
The countless ways that you could actually compromise

Songbirds

As the songbirds of the freshly bloomed spring
The capricious breeze of the vast grassland sings
Enticing, captivating, alluring the comely king
To explore the mystical caves of the intriguing jungle

The peculiarity of the soothing melody enchants the eventide air
Therein blossoms the lovely maiden, unripe and fair
Her provocative charm is exuded from her bewitching eyes
Innumerable men have fallen for her inimical lies

As the nightmares of the bleak, prolonged winter
Predestined as it was,
The comely king will never acquire her

To Let Go

Coruscating stars and the splendid night sky
The majestic view that we behold as we lie
The apparent barrier we seem to have obliterated
You were right from the dawn,
It was all fated

Alluring

The enchanting smile and its ineffable allurement
My heart skips a beat and I gaze at every turn
The insignificant moves, the ones that cause me to smile
It would be splendid if you could just stay for a little while

The nights spent ambling across the pastures are substituted with thoughts of you
Only your desired presence illuminates the gloomiest view
One tiny smile, one thoughtless move
Would cause the ice queen to be touched and tear

Time was

The melodious chirping birds and the delectable springtime breeze
The sounds of joyous laughter that momentarily caused my heart to freeze
Time was when it was once upon a spring with you
Your timeless beauty that none can surpass, and if only
You were still here to share the view

The intoxicating scent of nostalgia greets me as I intake the delightful air
Pleasantly refreshing yet my heart is already stripped bare
Gone are the days of comforts, compensated with a lifetime of despair
The engulfing rain welcomes me, it is more than I can bear

Time was when it was once upon a spring with you
Your timeless beauty that none can surpass, and if only
You were still here to share the view

If only, You were still here to share my view

To You

To yearn and not to pine
To care and not to bother
To love and not to adore
To escape when I need it all

To miss and not to crave
To want and not to need
To ignore and not to acknowledge
To tear when I eventually fall

Where were you throughout it all.

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Hopeless

The captivating blackhole, the coruscating infant eyes
Shimmering and twinkling bewitchingly as he lies
Your delectable smile that drew me for the slightest while
The enthralling facade yet deceptive somewhat
I failed to comprehend

The entrancing personality, my register is a blank
The outright lies and the indecisiveness
Dispose of it thoroughly, He is all that matters
It is alright if he is appeased,
my blissfulness is all that he fractures

The obligatory promises, he perpetually rakes
The thoughtless actions and its countless takes
Let bygones be bygones, as long as he endeavors
But when I awake he is robbed from my side
For how long shall I put up with this internal fight?

The captivating blackhole, the coruscating infant eyes
Shimmering and twinkling hatefully as he lies
For the umpteenth time, He is all that matters
It is alright if he is appeased,
my blissfulness is all that he fractures

He is kidnapped again, leaving remnants of his vexation behind
discombobulating notions greet me and he destructs my mind

You are Hopeless.

Leaves of yesterday

I detest your abhorrent ways, I hope that you will decay
As the neglected bones of yesterday and scattered autumn leaves,
I hope you waste away
Your demeaning terms, the heart wrenching screams that greet me each hateful day
Like the hummingbirds of the alluring pastures
I long to escape,
When shall I have my say?

The countless attempts to forgive, withal, I yearn to leave
Disappointment sinks in time after time
I should have learnt by now, it should have penetrated in somehow
Nothing will alter your mind

Leaves of yesterday evaporate away, adulterating the halcyon breeze
The surrounding air shall never be fresh, contaminated by your spurious pleas
Your condescending peepers, shall never thirst, nor set itself upon my contemporary ways
But the leaves of yesterday, the work of your isolation and distaste
Shall depart with you one day

Footsteps

The thundering footsteps, the dreadful sound that compassed her with fear
The formidable footsteps, the noxious sound that caused her to tear
She knows He is coming, She has nowhere to hide
Her worst horror is coming alive, She will never withstand the tide

All the raining punches, She has lost count
His alarming shouts and its deafening sound
I will never surrender, He will never get his way
For the sake of the little ones, I will live for the day

He must not run her life, He will not get away this time
He has been messing with her heart, He is tampering with her mind

Not any longer, I am leaving today
A crimson world that greets me, I will be delighted to stay

Condemnation

Her peepers were still brimming with tears even after she took the umpteenth step away from him
The aftermath of the vehement quarrel made the overall illumination seem so dim
Wilted crimson roses and the tattered letters mark their grave
The eternal condemnation of their entirely irrevocably lost race


Stranger

Impeccable complexion and gorgeous flowing hair
She touches up her made up face with extraordinary care
Pouting lips that are full of hope, Coruscating eyes that seem to glow
She ambles pass the unknown stranger and his gaze shifted low

Endless legs that greeted him enticed him at every angle
This enthralling stranger has ambushed him in a tangle
Her inviting gait was welcoming him this very second
And he did not even seem to mind that he had died in her hands

Your smile

The quick glances, her captivating smile
All it took was just a tiny while
The aura he eluded, how vulnerable he could be
All it took was just one glance from me

They were getting closer, you could see it in his smile
and the moment they shared was just a little while
The sunset was resplendent, impossible to forget
The isolated moment, the moment they shared

They were torn asunder and she will never understand
He disregarded her gaze and he never took her hand
She needed an answer, an answer only he had
She has lost it this time, She has lost her bet

It perpetually happens and why, she will not see
The splendid happenings and all that could possibly be
Did he really not know or did he just let it fly fast
From the alpha she knew that splendid things never last

She actually imagined he liked her, she actually imagined he did
The accidental touches, the heartwarming smiles that disintegrated her facade of indifference
How could he? She attempted to ignore their differences, She had to have him care
She demanded he openly like her, but did he actually dare?

He started to disregard her gaze and he beamed into another's eyes
Was it just her or was this the foundation of all his lies?
What was he trying to do, did he actually care?
Was everything he displayed just a nugatory dare?

She still recalls the moment, the moment he glanced back
He smiled into her eyes, and He smiled as he left
There was a tinge of something, a hint she chose not to comprehend
Because she knows, she knows he will never understand

He is still indecisive, She can see it in his eyes
To get back at him, She fabricates a whole set of lies
'I never liked you, You are just a worthless crush
I can paint you away with my cheap old brush'

She wants to make him feel her bitterness, She pretends to like every other guy
And when it's night and she's alone, all she wants to do is cry
The only thing she has thus achieved, the only inconsequential thing
Is to make him abhor her philandering ways,
one really wins

And every occasion she sees him she will declare to herself this:
I must actually believe this, I actually believe it
Perchance I may like you, but only just a little bit
But actually,
Who am I attempting to kid?

'I never really liked you, You are just a worthless crush
And I can paint you away with my cheap old brush'


Alone

Unknown to them, she slips away
The blasting noises she hears everyday
It will never change, they will never see
The loving family we could try to be

Crashing dishes, raining loud on her ears
The deafening noises never fail to drown out her tears
It was wonderful then, a picture perfect family
Too bad she wasn't living in reality

She

Haunting memories grip her as she tries to close her eyes
Her sympathetic life is made up of an enormous pack of lies
She lies in bed, She squeezes her rag doll- Her only bit of comfort
You could only shudder you think what She has done to be treated like dirt

She hears him coming, She knows what to expect
And yet The thundering footsteps still fill her with the same dread
'Please, PLEASE. let him think I am asleep.
Who am I lying to? I can never escape his whip.'

She hears the door knob turn ever so slightly
In return it made her shiver ever so lightly
'What a marvelous night it is' She blissfully thought
And She recounts the countless times when She struggled and fought

'He will not get away this time, not any longer.
He will not hurt me the way he did to her.
'The ebony sky seemed to glisten for a moment
She saw that the lifeless stars were coruscating with every turn

The door creaked open.

It was time.

She lay in the crimson sea with her lifeless rag doll- her only bit of comfort.
He never got his way,not any longer.


glittery sparkles at midnight stroke,
stunning, captivating, as the ice drop broke,
shattering into a million, trillion pieces,
as the sweet candy-like wind caresses,
with feather-light touch, soft lingering kisses

Hello, my awesome readers. :DDDD

Okay whatever. I give up.
I can't stand that anymore.
Utterly meaningless.
Go on, guess.

hahaha, my classmate thought I had a crush on classmate A! Lol.
Hence, I explained that my posts are meant to arouse interest and to evoke certain emotions and ultimately, to alter your thoughts concerning dissimliar events. Gee!
What a mouthful.
I'm hiding behind adjectives!
I can't adopt the straightfoward approach anymore.

That is deemed 'blunt', like a blunt knife that damages so bad.
Bad, bad.

I think being bludgeoned is worse off, and they would rather opt for a knife wound.
Ouch.

I am extremely unentertained at the current moment.

'Hi, I'm 19'

'would you like to... ? overseas...?'
wow.

oops.

I wish I were really nineteen at this very moment.

After the A's.

I am halfway through dropping H2 math.
I am notably glad that I am able to have a slight allowance for my own life at the present moment.
I have not demountainized (lol I made this word) my overwhelming workload, and I am unable to motivate myself at times.
I compose my own words by abiding to a queer combination of imagery and imagination.
HAHAHAHAHA. I am significantly bored. ):

I need to get back on track.

Oh, refresh my posts constantly for I update this post after every interval.

Hey sweeties, it's poemtime!

To seek solace

I'm staring through ahead, beyond the screen
They see my eyes, they behold the surface
The glorious sight, yet I desire solace
The magnificent facade, is this all they have seen?
A thousand roses, a million thorns
Events that are past, memories that are forgone
All in a bid to achieve success to atone
for the past misdeeds- like rotten corns

Beauty is essential, essential to lose
The sounds of bliss, the cries of fame
Your individuality was diminshed along the way
Are you sure this was the path you wanted to choose?
If only you could endeavor to take action and tame
the abominable side of yourself this day

Oh my gosh I love my poem.

This is extremely long. Splendid for easily-entertained persons.

STAR STAR ASTERIK: Like the person, that one, it is not true.
The thing that was and still is rampantly spreading right now with
a lot of fuel and sparkles added to it.
It may have been true once.
Once. AH!

Yes, it is a controversial and disputatious issue, one that countless debate on whether it is appropriate behaviour or however deemed aggressive and annoying. Go away. Get a new lease of life. (: Come on, have you not talked to strangers just for the sake of it? Oh my goodness!

K this is something else now.

This is not some fairytale.
This is reality involving a cast that is genuine.
Why am I looking at pictures that hurt me.
It does not help that this is a lonesome journey.

Sheesh. I knew it anyway.
Taken bread. And I do not share food.
I hope someone steals your bread. (: hahah nahx.
This is merely a passing phase. It happens perpetually and haunts me.
Now that I have 'penned' it down, it seems to have disintegrated into worthless memories.
But I shall post it anyway for your entertainment.
hahaha laugh at me. Go on. :D

HAHAHA WOW.
The second point seems like it is hardly existing any longer!

I was watching desperate housewives the previous night and forgoing my precious beauty sleep, and a statement struck me as it usually does to coach potatoes who wonder about the peculiarities of life. 'Men would fall in love once and spend the rest of his life thinking about the one he lost.' Haha. How sad, but true to a certain extend.

Gee. It's ten seventeen and I have yet to complete my work.

Yes, I wish to italicize the point that the (dummy subject) it does NOT concern the first point.


Picture picture!
YAY!

This is not the best of the lot. Wait for it!
I am open to criticism now, but I limit it.

I am remarkably tempted to quit school and endeavor to join the entertainment industry for a career but that is simply unrealistic.
And bad.
And superficial.
And disgusting.
And revolting.
And stop it.

And I have yet to finish econs.
And I have changed my opinion about the career I wish to pursue and have altered it to fit my likings.

Am I right?

You can't have your cake and eat it. (:
You can't have the best of both worlds.

Please do NOT assume.
I was merely mentioning the subject of food that is prevalent in the society today!
Awesome! :D
Hahaha :D

GUESS WHAT! I WANNA DROP H2 MATH.
HAHAHAHA.
I WILL.
I CARE.
THAT IS WHY.
I NEED TIME.

I pray that I will be joining my class from now on in the blessed world of h1 math. I simply love it.
I miss the A math-like structure that is completely doable unlike the harder version of it that simply drives me nuts and simultaneously diminishes any contentment I used to attain from completing my sums. D:

I WILL HAVE MORE TIME FOR MY 'LIFE'!

Hello Zuhaili!
Zuhaili says in that preachy bitchy voice hahahaha:'Your life is made up of boys and food.'

Haha thanks I know you care. LOL.

LOL. Yes, and No! ):
There are other varying aspects such a looking good, buying mirrors and looking for food. hahaha.
Nah, I KID! HAHAHA! I do care about other things!
For instance, I love studying.
Like, I just completed my history tutorial.

I am extremely pleased now.

I think he's right, I should start talking about politics now.

Blue Politics

Oh, the sun is blue!
I ate the moon today.
It smelt like bananas.
My shirt is flaming.
My thoughts are alit.
The walls are singing.
The mouse is alive.
I admire your eyes.
and I abhor the bread.
I think you're mad.
You rotten brat,
You're full of cheese
I know you love to please
You abominable object
You expensive rag
Your feigned beauty
You mayonnaise bread
Still acceptable for a glance
but repulsive when consumed

LOL.
No link. Go and analyse that.

I wanna type more nonsense.
Lol this is hilarious.
My petrarchan sonnet that lacks the petrarchan element.

I shall be unoriginal and christen this
The pink and yellow and blue fish

The pink and yellow and blue fish
Hanging there against the breeze
I command the stupid book to freeze
The mouse will grant my every wish
I see a grey, unmoving fan
The wind is warm, the sky is dark
I want to see a dying lark
And eat tuna straight from the can
But now I finally hear the truth
The joys of life, what is there to lose
Time goes on without my existence
And you could endeavor to be a little couth
The map of righteousness that I will choose
With a tiny amount of sheer persistence

YiLing, you have 5 seconds to stop blogging.

Why am I awake at 12.34 am?
I was born at 1234 on the 11th of December. Hahahahha.
Okay, whatever. No link. :D

I wanna blog about inane things that do not matter at all.
I have the sudden compulsion to eat.
I am extremely tired and the room is significantly humid and warm.

And I stuffed myself with unneccessary food yesterday and I felt notably heavier today.
I was rather annoyed at my attempt at the physical fitness test today.
My A's for the rest of the stations were more than what was required to attain the grade
and for the darn inclined pull-ups, I had like an E?!?!? ): From an A to an E in inclined pull ups?! How one's standards deteriorate so insanely and drastically, I cannot comprehend. -.- I wanna type nonsense but no, so like cranberry pomegranate heck! hahaha, damn sad. LOL.

My first E. pineapple.
Sorry, just let me rant out my displeased emotions away.
Okay, I am pleased now. (:
I want my beauty sleep.
I wanna grow taller and healthier.


I do not know what was wrong with me today. I have always done a lot better than that. I am gonna redo it. I will be able to! You can do it, YiLing! hahahah.
Everyone, believe in yourselves and you will swish above the limitations of earth and surpass all former notions and disbeliefs about your very ability, the talent you possess to attain your desired dreams and stupendous goals.

And the skirt joke is not offensive actually. It is factual!
Like, really.

My posts are translating into that of one with an elevated factor of a personal touch. Hm.

I shall compose a poem and I shall retire to bed in tandem.
That's how you use it, right? My mass of incoherent thoughts are contributed by the countless late nights I have painstakingly endured in a bid to complete PW. Lol.

I am confused
by the indistinguishable mass of clones
that seem to vaguely resemble
you

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Translucency

What draws me most, the ultimate engaging factor
the thoughtful gaze, my file; the sector
And as we approach the recent days,
'we' is undefined, the list changes

Yet somewhat a fragment remains,
the paper falls out but the words have stained
the very file, the case is formed
The evidence is gone but the words are bound
to the unfeeling plastic of the file
the translucency of the slots,
I can picture your vile
thoughts

And the paper slips out when you're
tidying your file
The best notes are in the front and
the better neglected and
as you bother to notice the thoughtful gazes,
you'd be shock at how it veritably amazes

You can do a critical analysis to figure me.
K I wanna retire to bed k thanks. 1.29 am.

I am thoroughly exhausted and the erratic weather is talking its toll on me. ):

HELP! YiLing needs more sleep, she is a growing child.
LOL.

My thoughts are incoherent. Sheesh.

I shall be absolutely queer and rant my discordant thoughts here.

Behold! My Job Aspirations.
Ta-ta! (These are jokes and the comments are feigned comments are just for entertainment’s sake. I am totally kidding okay.)

1. When I grow up, I wanna be a super mannequin.
No, just a mannequin who that does it for fun!

I will graciously extend to the world a glimpse of my marvellous skeletal system and allow them to inhale the glorious air around me, not requiring them to present me with jewels and gold for the magnificent gift they do not deserve, but the mere submission of their very souls.
LOL. This sounds ridiculous.

No! I personally do not uphold any figure resembling a bare skeleton.
Curvy is good! Everyone should love themselves and strive to be healthy instead because sticks are unattractive.

YAY!!!


ADRIANA LIMA.

SEE, I AM RIGHT. YAY.


-Why is your skirt so short?

Cuz I have a butt.

LOL. Stupid answers that we use all the time, from Sec sch till right now.

2. I will screw your brain. I mess with your simplistic minds (is this correct?) and coerce you to carry out actions against your own will, with you, my dummy, completely unaware of my thoughtfully produced list of theories I have painstakingly memorised to figure your dumb thoughts.

Personally, I feel that they do manipulate beings like you and I, and in fact, are very pleased to do so. However, they do have the knowledge that humans are evil and unkind, amounting to their displeasures in life. Who benefits most now?

Can you guess the occupations? LOL.
I am too lazy to compose another job aspiration.

Shall update later. PI now!

I am paranoid. I printed 2 copies in anticipation that the wind will blow my PI away or that my work will be lost in my jungle of a bag. hahahaha.

OH MY GOODNESS.
YiLing made an irrational decision.
She bought the big tub of Ben's and Jerry's and she devoured like 3/4 of it and stuffed the rest up the tiny slot in the refrigerator.
She wasted her pitiful allowance on it and is suffering from the dire consequences of binging.

LOL.

Dumb.

PW IS KILLER. AHHH.

LOSE WEIGHT RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN. BY WEDNESDAY. oh my goodness. pineapple.
STOP OVEREATING FOR GOODNESS' SAKE.

hahahahahhaha.

THANK YOU VINCENT for like REALLY A LOT OF HELP FOR PW.
HAHAHHA MY NEW TEACHER.

Melmel,

I am publicizing this because the previous post was already published and people will speak of it, so here goes.
I sincerely apologize for the deleted post and the certain harshness to it in some parts.
I know and I understand that it is really normal to get swayed by the words of others and to join in and I am glad that it is all over.
I was extremely touched when you called me and attempted to explain the situation and to convey your apology, and I am really thankful. I still care about you so much. (:
Thank you! GREAT HUGS! :DD

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Many thanks to a certain person who would love to remain anonymous. :D haha.

Also, to the crowd of strangers who would speak without processing it through their mindless heads, they should actually channel that energy utilized in gossiping to carry out productive work instead of deeming others horrid and slutty without actually attempting to know the person. Thank you very much.

I know this sounds extremely unfriendly and spiteful but I was just trying to vent my anger away.

Okay, I'll be serious this time. Please read, okay? (:

Actually, gossiping about others really is not beneficial at all.
First of all, people will label you a wanderer and a 'spineless sheep' who follows the crowd and has no mind of her/his own. Do you really want that? I know you don't because I believe that there will be a hint of kindness in every human being of every ethnicity and religion regardless of their inhumanity. Seriously, you do know that everyone can be nice, right? Why can't you just stop listening to the supposed reputations and actually stick up for the truth? Do you wish to be another member of the faceless mass?

cuz I know you don't.

Speak up and stop following the crowd who will not brave through the storms of life with you but only tarry in your social circle while the privileges are still in store for them.
Walk with your head held high.

Secondly, do make an effort to actually befriend the person before you make your worthless judgement for you do not have a firsthand account.
Alright?

I have already done all I can.
Thanks. Feel free to approach me if you are displeased concerning this matter.

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HAHAHAA, AND BEFORE I FORGET.
I endeavor to pen down my words in this hateful manner because I wish to ace my General Paper, not because I am a freakshow attempting to show off. Lol. Sorry dudex. hahahahahhahaha



JAY CHOU IS AWESOME OH MY GOSH WATCH THIS WATCH IT HAHAHAHAHA.

And can the guy please stop spreading stuff about whatever I did?
Just approach me or something. My rept's like totally affected.
haha, I'm not angry though.