HAHAHA MY POEMS! MY LOVE!!! :DDDD

I invested my mental strength into my poems.

Currently, they may seem dumb because certain things do not matter anymore and is not applicable to the present circumstance, but that is another tale.

Read ALL my poems if you adore me. I will be extremely touched. :DDDD hahahahhahaha.
This can be like, your Ebook when you're are awfully unentertained and yearn for some yilingness.

Most of them are here except for random ones like the blue moon poem.

I spent like a dozen years attempting to space every single thing I copied due to the unintelligent programme that has an inability to copy the sentence format. There I was, blissfully clicking the enter button at least five hundred times.
Go count the number of lines.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUKI HANNA GOH, MY BABY! :DDDDDDD

and screw the beach who said her name was weird.

:D Must accomodate happy people.

I EDITED THE POEMS! YAY! some are in italics.
20 May 2009

To seek solace

I'm staring through ahead, beyond the screen
They see my eyes, they behold the surface
The glorious sight, yet I desire solace
The magnificent facade, is this all they have seen?
A thousand roses, a million thorns
Events that are past, memories that are forgone
All in a bid to achieve success to atone
for the past misdeeds- like rotten corns

Beauty is essential, essential to lose
The sounds of bliss, the bemoan of fame
Your individuality was diminished along the way
Are you sure this was the path you desired to choose?
If only you could endeavor to take action and tame
the abominable side of yourself this day

The pink and yellow and blue fish

The pink and yellow and blue fish
Hanging there against the breeze
I command the stupid book to freeze
The mouse will grant my every wish
I see a grey, unmoving fan
The wind is warm, the sky is dark
I want to see a dying lark
And eat tuna straight from the can
But now I finally hear the truth
The joys of life, what is there to lose
Time goes on without my existence
And you could endeavor to be a little couth
The map of righteousness that I will choose
With a tiny amount of sheer persistence

Translucency

What draws me most, the ultimate engaging factor
the thoughtful gaze, my file; the sector
And as we approach the recent days,
'we' is undefined, the list changes
Yet somewhat a fragment remains,
the paper falls out but the words have stained
the very file, the case is formed
The evidence is gone but the words are bound
to the unfeeling plastic of the file
the translucency of the slots,
I can picture your vile
thoughts

And the paper slips out when you're
tidying your file
The best notes are in the front and
the better neglected and
as you bother to notice the thoughtful gazes,
you'd be shock at how it veritably amazes

The Lonesome Star

The lonesome star in the glaring mass
Peers at me, Looks its best
Who does it exist for? What does it see?
Its perpetual existence, does it really long for eternity?

The Winding Staircase

Trivial things that made her day
A winsome smile that took countless breaths away
Like the sun that perpetually sets in the west
The flirtatious ways that constantly kept her in unrest

She once cared though currently it is overwhelming to mention
The competition and how she abhorred the rising tension
Time was when she previously had her way
Conversely right now she will not have her say

The winsome smile she abominates the most
How it manages to entice the ones she loved and lost
Utterly useless, she feigns her euphoria
Till she cannot stand it any longer, she flees and tears

The loathsome pretense, how she fabricates it herself
The useless endeavors when there was everyone else
How those folks were replete with the blissfulness that couple shared
She engaged in that detested false merriment, like she even Damned cared

Your pathetic smiles and your feigned concern
Utterly repulsive like a withered fern
Too much this time, She wholly breaks down
She sprints up the stairs and the piercing tears; the results of what she has sown

How those folks were replete with the blissfulness that couple shared
Their enviable gladness, Like she even Damned cared
She was sobbing uncontrollably, this They will never know
The sympathetic wails, engulfing her very soul

The winding staircase, the splendid place to hide
Those blessed people below will never know her plight
She was done with self-pity, nothing will be alright
She wipes away the piercing tears and retreats to their side

Her imperishable smile she adopts once more
Not in any condition will they catch a glimpse of her heart, still sore
Like the sun that perpetually sets in the west
His repellent ways that constantly kept her at her best

Her knowledge surpasses yours, She knows better than you
What you have lost this time is more than just a glimpse of her view
Eradicate the hatred, perish the pernicious thought
And it was not too long before she forgot

She pens this down for you to visualize
The countless ways that you could actually compromise

Songbirds

As the songbirds of the freshly bloomed spring
The capricious breeze of the vast grassland sings
Enticing, captivating, alluring the comely king
To explore the mystical caves of the intriguing jungle

The peculiarity of the soothing melody enchants the eventide air
Therein blossoms the lovely maiden, unripe and fair
Her provocative charm is exuded from her bewitching eyes
Innumerable men have fallen for her inimical lies

As the nightmares of the bleak, prolonged winter
Predestined as it was,
The comely king will never acquire her

To Let Go

Coruscating stars and the splendid night sky
The majestic view that we behold as we lie
The apparent barrier we seem to have obliterated
You were right from the dawn,
It was all fated

Alluring

The enchanting smile and its ineffable allurement
My heart skips a beat and I gaze at every turn
The insignificant moves, the ones that cause me to smile
It would be splendid if you could just stay for a little while

The nights spent ambling across the pastures are substituted with thoughts of you
Only your desired presence illuminates the gloomiest view
One tiny smile, one thoughtless move
Would cause the ice queen to be touched and tear

Time was

The melodious chirping birds and the delectable springtime breeze
The sounds of joyous laughter that momentarily caused my heart to freeze
Time was when it was once upon a spring with you
Your timeless beauty that none can surpass, and if only
You were still here to share the view

The intoxicating scent of nostalgia greets me as I intake the delightful air
Pleasantly refreshing yet my heart is already stripped bare
Gone are the days of comforts, compensated with a lifetime of despair
The engulfing rain welcomes me, it is more than I can bear

Time was when it was once upon a spring with you
Your timeless beauty that none can surpass, and if only
You were still here to share the view

If only, You were still here to share my view

To You

To yearn and not to pine
To care and not to bother
To love and not to adore
To escape when I need it all

To miss and not to crave
To want and not to need
To ignore and not to acknowledge
To tear when I eventually fall

Where were you throughout it all.

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Hopeless

The captivating blackhole, the coruscating infant eyes
Shimmering and twinkling bewitchingly as he lies
Your delectable smile that drew me for the slightest while
The enthralling facade yet deceptive somewhat
I failed to comprehend

The entrancing personality, my register is a blank
The outright lies and the indecisiveness
Dispose of it thoroughly, He is all that matters
It is alright if he is appeased,
my blissfulness is all that he fractures

The obligatory promises, he perpetually rakes
The thoughtless actions and its countless takes
Let bygones be bygones, as long as he endeavors
But when I awake he is robbed from my side
For how long shall I put up with this internal fight?

The captivating blackhole, the coruscating infant eyes
Shimmering and twinkling hatefully as he lies
For the umpteenth time, He is all that matters
It is alright if he is appeased,
my blissfulness is all that he fractures

He is kidnapped again, leaving remnants of his vexation behind
discombobulating notions greet me and he destructs my mind

You are Hopeless.

Leaves of yesterday

I detest your abhorrent ways, I hope that you will decay
As the neglected bones of yesterday and scattered autumn leaves,
I hope you waste away
Your demeaning terms, the heart wrenching screams that greet me each hateful day
Like the hummingbirds of the alluring pastures
I long to escape,
When shall I have my say?

The countless attempts to forgive, withal, I yearn to leave
Disappointment sinks in time after time
I should have learnt by now, it should have penetrated in somehow
Nothing will alter your mind

Leaves of yesterday evaporate away, adulterating the halcyon breeze
The surrounding air shall never be fresh, contaminated by your spurious pleas
Your condescending peepers, shall never thirst, nor set itself upon my contemporary ways
But the leaves of yesterday, the work of your isolation and distaste
Shall depart with you one day

Footsteps

The thundering footsteps, the dreadful sound that compassed her with fear
The formidable footsteps, the noxious sound that caused her to tear
She knows He is coming, She has nowhere to hide
Her worst horror is coming alive, She will never withstand the tide

All the raining punches, She has lost count
His alarming shouts and its deafening sound
I will never surrender, He will never get his way
For the sake of the little ones, I will live for the day

He must not run her life, He will not get away this time
He has been messing with her heart, He is tampering with her mind

Not any longer, I am leaving today
A crimson world that greets me, I will be delighted to stay

Condemnation

Her peepers were still brimming with tears even after she took the umpteenth step away from him
The aftermath of the vehement quarrel made the overall illumination seem so dim
Wilted crimson roses and the tattered letters mark their grave
The eternal condemnation of their entirely irrevocably lost race


Stranger

Impeccable complexion and gorgeous flowing hair
She touches up her made up face with extraordinary care
Pouting lips that are full of hope, Coruscating eyes that seem to glow
She ambles pass the unknown stranger and his gaze shifted low

Endless legs that greeted him enticed him at every angle
This enthralling stranger has ambushed him in a tangle
Her inviting gait was welcoming him this very second
And he did not even seem to mind that he had died in her hands

Your smile

The quick glances, her captivating smile
All it took was just a tiny while
The aura he eluded, how vulnerable he could be
All it took was just one glance from me

They were getting closer, you could see it in his smile
and the moment they shared was just a little while
The sunset was resplendent, impossible to forget
The isolated moment, the moment they shared

They were torn asunder and she will never understand
He disregarded her gaze and he never took her hand
She needed an answer, an answer only he had
She has lost it this time, She has lost her bet

It perpetually happens and why, she will not see
The splendid happenings and all that could possibly be
Did he really not know or did he just let it fly fast
From the alpha she knew that splendid things never last

She actually imagined he liked her, she actually imagined he did
The accidental touches, the heartwarming smiles that disintegrated her facade of indifference
How could he? She attempted to ignore their differences, She had to have him care
She demanded he openly like her, but did he actually dare?

He started to disregard her gaze and he beamed into another's eyes
Was it just her or was this the foundation of all his lies?
What was he trying to do, did he actually care?
Was everything he displayed just a nugatory dare?

She still recalls the moment, the moment he glanced back
He smiled into her eyes, and He smiled as he left
There was a tinge of something, a hint she chose not to comprehend
Because she knows, she knows he will never understand

He is still indecisive, She can see it in his eyes
To get back at him, She fabricates a whole set of lies
'I never liked you, You are just a worthless crush
I can paint you away with my cheap old brush'

She wants to make him feel her bitterness, She pretends to like every other guy
And when it's night and she's alone, all she wants to do is cry
The only thing she has thus achieved, the only inconsequential thing
Is to make him abhor her philandering ways,
one really wins

And every occasion she sees him she will declare to herself this:
I must actually believe this, I actually believe it
Perchance I may like you, but only just a little bit
But actually,
Who am I attempting to kid?

'I never really liked you, You are just a worthless crush
And I can paint you away with my cheap old brush'


Alone

Unknown to them, she slips away
The blasting noises she hears everyday
It will never change, they will never see
The loving family we could try to be

Crashing dishes, raining loud on her ears
The deafening noises never fail to drown out her tears
It was wonderful then, a picture perfect family
Too bad she wasn't living in reality

She

Haunting memories grip her as she tries to close her eyes
Her sympathetic life is made up of an enormous pack of lies
She lies in bed, She squeezes her rag doll- Her only bit of comfort
You could only shudder you think what She has done to be treated like dirt

She hears him coming, She knows what to expect
And yet The thundering footsteps still fill her with the same dread
'Please, PLEASE. let him think I am asleep.
Who am I lying to? I can never escape his whip.'

She hears the door knob turn ever so slightly
In return it made her shiver ever so lightly
'What a marvelous night it is' She blissfully thought
And She recounts the countless times when She struggled and fought

'He will not get away this time, not any longer.
He will not hurt me the way he did to her.
'The ebony sky seemed to glisten for a moment
She saw that the lifeless stars were coruscating with every turn

The door creaked open.

It was time.

She lay in the crimson sea with her lifeless rag doll- her only bit of comfort.
He never got his way,not any longer.


glittery sparkles at midnight stroke,
stunning, captivating, as the ice drop broke,
shattering into a million, trillion pieces,
as the sweet candy-like wind caresses,
with feather-light touch, soft lingering kisses