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Continued Story.

Remembering Kailey

She made the final touches to my painted face, as I would like to call it, because it is not real, and started on the finishing touch- "Gold magic", as she liked to call it. "Thanks, Apple." I smiled my usual warm smile, and turned to the crew.

I did this for the hundredth time and I was truly sick of it.
The flashes came on and the poses were struck, but I really wanted something better.
At times I did shoots just for the fun of it without the whole team and stuff.
I wanted greater opportunities and I wanted Aaron to know because through this legitimate way, I would be able to veritably feel free and glad.
Aaron would have killed me if he had caught hold of the fact that I still did these sort of "Vain" things.
He hated this sort of frivolous activity.
He told me to give it up.
He wanted me to be a normal girl.

"Stop being so vain. Why are you so vain? You should stay at home and do housework.
Or you can teach tuition."
He used to chime this phrase all day.

"Can you help me find people I can teach tuition to?"

"Why don't you just stay at home and study. You should be studying!"

"Come, let me teach you how to cook. You need to LEARN."

I was defiant. I desired the best of both worlds, but I was never cheerful because of my doings.
And why did I do it? I wanted the attention I lacked from home.
There was never a home.

I said my goodbyes and pasted a genuine smile in my face. It was extremely easy after all the practice I had throughout my entire life. At times I genuinely felt happy, but when I was notably sad I had to keep up this jovial presence.

As I strutted down the rocky grey path, a familiar face greeted me near the side of the street. "Hey, isn't that Shaynie?"

My palpitating heart seemed as though it was going to erupt with a tremendous force out of my ribcage. "Shucks, I hope Shayne recognises me and sees how gorgeously I am dolled up." I said to myself.

It wasn't a coincidence that I bumped into Shayne. I was around his estate, waiting for him to appear.

He drew nearer, but he was not alone. He wasn't with Tay either. I saw another girl. She was five foot two and really petite and she looked like a freaking butch to me. "So you like those damn butches with chopped hair?"
I frowned, and I acted like I did not care and sashayed across that unfeeling grey path. He did not even have the decency to recognize me.

"SHAYNE SAW!" I growled.

"Yes, sweeet.. hurrr.. wannaa come and join uss?" He mumbled.

"Do you KNOW WHO I AM?" I was furious.

"You areee.. a chickk! Huurr hurrr..."

I stomped off furiously.
He will never change.

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I went back to the scenic place where I first went with Shayne.
I thought he was different then when he brought me to the place I truly loved entirely.
He has ruined it thoroughly.
Once, I thought that our differing aims actually complemented each other but at this current moment, all I see is just illusions I conjured up.

I thought his smile was still real.
Maybe he'll wake up tomorrow.
Like how Mummy woke up every morning and her screaming, screaming like a dead fish.

"I wonder how they kiss.
Is there love, or is it merely lust.
Thank goodness you'll never touch me.

You will never be able to quench your thirst."

I turned around and left without looking back.

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Zana looked at Shayne and his five foot two bitch.
She looked as pathetic as he was.
She felt nothing, but the nothing she felt really was something.
She was deeply angered, but she could have never done anything about it, because men are weak, and they succumb to every little temptation, just like Bricky and cheating Shayne. Poor Tay. She wasn't really that poor a thing after all. What about Zana?

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She walked to Zebar Cafe, the nearest Cafe and headed for the toilet.
"I leave no evidence and I never will."

But she forgot that the teardrop will always haunt her like the water cycle.

She cleansed her face and removed the artificial paint.
"Now I look normal again."

She stared at her drenched face and glared at herself.
"Is she more attractive than I AM? What does Tay, or what does that tiny little worm have that I don't?"

She screamed her silent scream.

She looked at herself in the mirror. Zana smiled that genuine smile again and when it did look flawless, she turned and walked out.

"Time for my next show."

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"Bye Aaron. I'll be staying at Jaye's doing our Geography Project."

I walked off and headed straight to Zebar's. Time for some fun.
I slipped into a deep-V silvery black mini-dress that revealed a lot of cleavage.
"If you want a five foot two slut, I'll show you what a slut is."
I sneaked in my five-inch red suede heels and slipped it on. "Delicious."
I pulled the dress just too low and strutted out.

Continued.