There are so many things to be thankful for, and there are also countless things to go away from.
I know I should stay on track, (RUN, RUN, RUN!!!!) and that is definitely what I want to do. I HAVE TO. YOU WANT IT. I dare to admit that sometimes, things like boring butterflies or nicely wrapped up presents I see in the distance does draw me away. Blah, in that contemplative mood again. NONO, Haha I shall turn on the bubbly mode now. Must pray and remember that God is in control. Just to share, Philippians 4: 6-7 really helped me through a lot.

"Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."

Remember, pause. Remember to pray. Just pray. If you feel troubled now, just pray to Him. Often times, it is because we fail to pray. Bad things can happen to us but we have to move forward. Pray, and this peace will infiltrate you and fill you with this indescribable happiness.

It is a wonderful day! I shall be positive and open to new things. Yes, I know He (God) gives me gladness, but I am so afraid of earthly happiness, just like Antoinette. Not the spiritual kind, but the kind that you draw from others. I am so afraid of happiness because of the fear that I will lose it. Yet, I want happiness at times. I know that facts are facts, and it is the emotion I choose to attach to it that makes a difference. I feel that I cannot, and must never let my guard down though. Still, I can enjoy the happiness. Yet, at times I don't want it. Now, I want that though. Lit makes you crazy at times. Haha. Therefore, even when playing the part, I can put nothing. However at times, I forget and put emotions. No, emotions are only good when they are positive. Only positive, or block off. Haha, I am a switch, you know. And I have an imaginary shield. Haha, anyway, I gotta conquer greater distances later! You can do it, alright! Gotta grab a bit of sleep for a while.

I did plank/bridge for 6mins! Haha damn good you know. Not easy. Own guys again yay. I wanna join NS for a month. Too bad I can't. Putting your goals online, as said by my mentor, (I learnt it online, alright. Haha. My awesome coach that I will never know.) really motivates you. I CAN DO IT. By the way, Bicycle crunch is awesome. Learnt it from my friend. Go google it.

Really enjoy my new job. Zeal is awesome! :D Great company, great people. LOVE IT! THANKS GUYS! Really looking forward to know everyone better. This is such a unique group of people we're talking about. There's this certain kind of love everyone possesses towards each other, and that is so attractive! It attracts me to the company. (: Glad I can get to spend more time with my awesome gal pal by working with her too.

You can do it. You want it. You can do it. You do it, for you ONLY. You can do anything. Go run.