I was looking through my old modeling pictures and I realized that I do still love it a lot. The thing is, sometimes, by glancing through things you once loved, you would develop a sense of familiarity and comfort from it. The truth is, do you really want it? Actually I do. I recall when I first started in my current job, I knew the opportunity cost I had, and hence I went all out for my job and made sure I highrolled Every Single Day. It is so true. And now, I have chosen to put aside studying, and I must make this work. Come on, YiLing! (: