i haven't been online in eons!
anyway, i have to study really hard for the final examination.
prelims are up in 26 days, last count.
anyway, things that do not concern my studies will have to be put aside.
that includes shoots, ): (very sadly, but maybe a little if it comes my way) obssesive exercising and others,
TILL the end of my FINAL EXAMS.

i have no outside life now.

however nasty things will be fine if you just commit it to prayer. i really find it frustrating when people keep rambling about how life sucks. i really wish they could see the light, the positive side in life and be glad for once.

sometimes, i know it is much more comforting to know that you are depressed and people care for you but when you get out of that 'comfort' zone, you will begin to view life very differently. everyone wants somebody to care, which results in their actions. notice how your life does not revolve around you but around somebody else, everybody else?

everyone wants attention, which results in action, and actions have consequences. we have to think before we act. i get turned off by people who do not think before they speak, really. everyone does. complete TURN-off.

i wanna fly to vancouver!

i do want things to turn out fine. sorry if i've caused you to misunderstand or anyone to, really. we must live in harmony! friends? (:
this may apply to many cases.

where is the happy ending that we all seek in every aspect of our life? it takes two hands to clap.

when the time comes, the times comes, and it definitely is not now.

focus, yiling.
i sound like i'm speaking to myself as a third person.




anyway, there have been immature people sending me messages that indicate sexual desires and i am totally disgusted and appalled. how revolting that can be. get a life. Capital L-osers. 0:

i pity you.
not.

i must forgive ignorant child-like teenagers,
especially if they read my blog,
and they shall stop.
thank you.
go and study.