People whom I thought did not patronize my blog actually do! HAHAHAHA.

Hello Lissie and Timmy F.

I shall compose a poem for their sakes since Timmy attempted so hard to provoke me by teasing me incessantly for 3 HOURS(Reciting my entries in that disguised voice of his that makes everyone shiver with disgust) by pretending to be a poet under the 'night sky with coruscating stars', linking EVERY SINGLE THING to me (PORCELAIN DOLL lol) and what more I do not recall hahaha but it definitely gave us all a good laugh. :D

HAHA COMMENT COMMENT BELOW! :D

It definitetly comes as a complete surprise, BUT your poems are good! :D

hahahaha and I need to continue typing in this manner for I do not wish to let my efforts go to naught when all the information that I have accumulated in my brain gets flushed away down the lane-of-no-return. hahahaha forgive me man i am sorry i cannot accomodate you timmy and allister.

LET ME TELL YOU A JOKE!

what did the TALL MAN say to the SHORT MAN?

what's DOWN there?!

LOL

I find it particularly entertaining. By the way, It is supposed to sound wrong.

This festive season of elation simply brings tears of joy and also a certain sting to my eyes as I view things from a third person's perspective. I was at my grandparents' the previous day as I gazed out of the front door, chancing upon the neighbour's return home. She was a figure that I have always encountered ever since I was a child, only now she was old and sickly on her wheelchair with a dialysis tube embedded inside her. We exchanged our new year greetings with heartwarming smiles, and I watched as her adult child and another relative manoeuvred her up the few steps into her home. I gazed as an on-looker, afraid to lend a helping hand and I did not know what else I could do. I saw hardly any sign of bliss in their eyes, and with that I felt a strange sour feeling in my heart. I have always wanted to share with her the gospel, but the limitations of my knowledge for her dialect restricts me from doing so.

Is this 'festive season of elation' truly one?

You do not ONLY visit or 'care' about your loved ones only on occasions likening to such. Human relationships are to be nurtured, to be sustained, to grow. They share blood ties with you! Make an effort, start today. (: Don't wait till they're gone.

On a happier note, I am rather thankful that I have made some memories that I am able to hold on with me even when everything else is long forgotten. Surprisingly, the simple things that no one takes notice of are the things that I hold dear to my heart and smile about when I am lazing on my bed and when my mind wanders away from the current situation I am in. How blissful it is to relive that moment of joy. Continually, I wonder if the other party does remember.
Of course, that is stupid. HAHA. you can like ask. Do you remember? That is why I stop myself from drifting off to a make-believe land of temporal felicity. Dang. ):

I am immune to pain. (: My Heart is like a partially permeable membrane. LOL. That sounded very corny. I do allow certain events to touch my heart but right now I am like an unyielding fortress. Nothing can hurt me.

For Timmy's sake, I shall conjure up a poem.

Alone

Unknown to them, she slips away
The blasting noises she hears everyday
It will never change, they will never see
The loving family we could try to be

Crashing dishes, raining loud on her ears
The deafening noises never fail to drown out her tears
It was wonderful then, a picture perfect family
Too bad she wasn't living in reality

wahlao i need to get off the com